unseen future

becoz of that ah neh neh problem which is written in my prayer blog, mi ma wanting to work liao... but mi just hope that she don work lo. after all she so old liao. got pro n con la.
pro: she can socialise and move more. can make her healthyer
con: wat if she kana bully? than work till beri tired still need to worry house matter.
some time see in her like tat really make mi heart ach sia... hai`.... sad arh~ y is this world so bitter one....

maybe sign bond with hospital may help lo. but quite relucten to do so leh. its really time to bring up my faith lo. oh u man of little faith. like the verse on jesus n de-sai-per on boat. its not easy, but thats the only way~.....